March 22 – Lent 5

Update By: Norm Barr
Date: March 24, 2015

Sermon for the Fifth Sunday in Lent
Preacher: The Rev. Bret B. Hays

By now many of you have seen the Tim Whyatt cartoon that shows two door-to-door evangelists asking a woman, “Have you found Jesus?” And he’s hiding behind the curtains in her living room. Because of the angle the cartoon is drawn from, the viewer can see the edge of his body, but from the evangelists’ point of view, Jesus is blocked by the curtains and by the woman’s open front door.
When Jesus was an itinerant rabbi, he was usually easy to find. The Gospel writers depict him often drawing crowds, sometimes friendly, sometimes hostile. This period is even called his “public ministry.” Today’s reading from John comes from that period, with a remarkable twist. Usually Jesus is said or implied to be interacting with his fellow Jews, but today those who are seeking him out are Greeks. John doesn’t tell us why they want to see Jesus; for all we know, they may have been curiosity-seekers. But we also know that in those days, not all Greeks were pagans; some believed in the God of Israel, and sought to learn about him from Jewish authorities, even if they did not practice Judaism themselves. Another unusual feature of this story is that John leaves it ambiguous as to whether Jesus actually met with the Greeks who were seeking him. When Philip and Andrew relay their inquiry to Jesus, it says, “Jesus answered them,” but it’s unclear if he’s speaking to the Greeks, or only to Philip and Andrew.
Even in the period of his public ministry, Jesus is also depicted as occasionally withdrawing from the public eye, spending time with his disciples, or with a single family, or in the intense solitude of the desert. So the answer to the old question, “If God feels far away, guess who moved?” isn’t necessarily obvious.
It is true that we can alienate ourselves from God. The worst way we can do this, of course, is by sinning, and particularly, by refusing to turn back to God and accept the forgiveness that God is always ready, joyfully, to provide us. As today’s collect puts it, God will grant us grace to love God’s commands and to desire what God promises, and in this way we will find true joys. God takes responsibility for rectifying our sins, since God knows we are not equal to the task.
But God can feel far away for other reasons. Sometimes we push ourselves too hard, and even though we may do it for noble and inspiring reasons, too hard is too hard. Being limited creatures, we are susceptible not only to physical fatigue, but also self-imposed guilt from impossibly high standards. My heart goes out to parents who run themselves ragged trying to give their children the absolute best, but Jesus was born in a barn and he turned out OK.
One of my seminary professors pointed out that Jesus did not have a split personality. He was teaching about eschatology, the theology of the end times. His point was that when Jesus returns, he won’t have turned into a ruthless punisher of sin; he will be exactly the same giver of grace and love that we learn about in the Gospels. But that raises another question. If Jesus would take time to withdraw from other people during his public ministry, does he ever withdraw from us? We know he never stops loving us, but we also know that sometimes, even the most saintly of people struggle to find him.
Even the people who are actually qualified to teach about spiritual darkness tend to start by saying that it is a mysterious phenomenon. I’m not a spiritual director, so I’ll say it goes beyond mysterious. The sense that God is far away is frustrating, and scary, and sad. And sometimes we don’t know why it happens, or how, and we never know when God will be back, or what will happen then. We do know, or rather, I have been taught, that periods of spiritual darkness tend to come as part of a life of faith, after a person has already made good progress in cultivating and exploring their spiritual life. And furthermore, people who have endured these periods, or been companions to those who are enduring them, have said that when they do end, it’s not a return to business as usual, but rather the darkness gives way to a brighter, deeper, more profound relationship with God.
Even for those of us who are not in any acute spiritual struggle, now, at the end of Lent, and especially in Holy Week, the path of our spiritual journey may feel like it is getting steeper. But we can meet the challenge with resignation, or with renewed vigor. As Sean Connery says in “Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade,” “Why are you sitting there resting when we’re so near the end?” What we do know is that the promise God revealed to the prophet Jeremiah is true: “they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest, says the LORD; for I will forgive their iniquity, and remember their sin no more.” And Jesus tells us too, “I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” Take heart, for nothing can overcome God’s desire to be with us.

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